mademoiselle
Victoria
Veekee
lim_vicky@msn.com
Monday, March 07, 2005 ♥
new layout,tagboard not yet completed.
is my becks too obscene?..if it is pls let me noe..=P
results released,registration for JAE is officially closed.about to find a job soon(i hope so)..
praying for a job tat God wans me to have,and praying that i would have the discipline to go look for a job..sometimes i do agree that lazing at home is a waste of time.relaxing and lazing is different..totally different.
sometimes,paranoid ppl can get overboard.sometimes i find mysel cooped in the house like a bird in a cage.sometimes i find i do not have enough freedom.but on the other hand,i do have more freedom than the ones who have lesser freedom than me.contradicting uh..tats how i m feeling now..it irritates me when ppl attack me with words.especially continous chanting..chanting of negative stuffs,chanting of things already done,chanting of ridiculous,absurd thoughts.sometimes i wonder,y cant they stop,save up their salivas and use it for more purposeful stufs.
no offence,but these r jus my tots.NO OFFENCE~=D
on a lighter note,as mentioned in my previous entry;Rev Benny Hinn is coming to town!..He's a great man of God..so blessed that we r able to attend the healing crusade...*gleaming with joy*
chatted with jy on the phone,my toot sis,she hanged up my phone,claiming my JAE is more impt.yes indeed it is,but u neednt hanged it up uh?sorry jy,not on purpose,dun b angry,ok?..and sis i 4give u..=P..
its 4.51am,not asleep yet.sometimes i find myself a freak,slping in the day,awake at nite.m i normal?..hope tat i m able to adjust my time back,if not when sch reopens,my life's gonna be in a mess.
God has been great,living testimonies around me.Blessings here and there,great frens around me.joy and laughter,life has been great,but how do i spread and let this joy be contagious?God i need u,if not this life of mine,is useless and redundant.
i m a nobody w/o God.Its U who fills my life,who make everything in place,who make everything sensical.sometimes i wonder,wat would i b like w/o Him.rebellious,vulgar,cheater,liar?..the tot of it scares me..
Sch has started for jc peeps.Vis,anni,and nianci,i miss u guys.Vis,yr usual ranting of gackt, and yr new found love.anni, yr sensible talks,and bullying.nianci,yr company and pouring out of yr feelings.the rest,most of us have found jobs.i seriously miss u guys.
esp banana,after tat arguement,suddenly my once so close fren,drifted away.i could nv share my joy and tears with u..banana i m sorry..
after tat incident,i cherished my frens even more,knowing that,things happen in a split sec.a step wrong,and u may nv get things in place agn..
my frens,i love u guys...love u loads~
sorry for being a little too emotional,blame it on the song i m listening..(no idea wats the title of the song)..
God,my frens,my family,my cats,everyone of u...i love u !!!..
P.S:glad to know he is gettin along fine,i've let go.a brand new start has started,i'll cherish it,i'll hold on to it tight.
hoping to be frens with u once again..
is my becks too obscene?..if it is pls let me noe..=P
results released,registration for JAE is officially closed.about to find a job soon(i hope so)..
praying for a job tat God wans me to have,and praying that i would have the discipline to go look for a job..sometimes i do agree that lazing at home is a waste of time.relaxing and lazing is different..totally different.
sometimes,paranoid ppl can get overboard.sometimes i find mysel cooped in the house like a bird in a cage.sometimes i find i do not have enough freedom.but on the other hand,i do have more freedom than the ones who have lesser freedom than me.contradicting uh..tats how i m feeling now..it irritates me when ppl attack me with words.especially continous chanting..chanting of negative stuffs,chanting of things already done,chanting of ridiculous,absurd thoughts.sometimes i wonder,y cant they stop,save up their salivas and use it for more purposeful stufs.
no offence,but these r jus my tots.NO OFFENCE~=D
on a lighter note,as mentioned in my previous entry;Rev Benny Hinn is coming to town!..He's a great man of God..so blessed that we r able to attend the healing crusade...*gleaming with joy*
chatted with jy on the phone,my toot sis,she hanged up my phone,claiming my JAE is more impt.yes indeed it is,but u neednt hanged it up uh?sorry jy,not on purpose,dun b angry,ok?..and sis i 4give u..=P..
its 4.51am,not asleep yet.sometimes i find myself a freak,slping in the day,awake at nite.m i normal?..hope tat i m able to adjust my time back,if not when sch reopens,my life's gonna be in a mess.
God has been great,living testimonies around me.Blessings here and there,great frens around me.joy and laughter,life has been great,but how do i spread and let this joy be contagious?God i need u,if not this life of mine,is useless and redundant.
i m a nobody w/o God.Its U who fills my life,who make everything in place,who make everything sensical.sometimes i wonder,wat would i b like w/o Him.rebellious,vulgar,cheater,liar?..the tot of it scares me..
Sch has started for jc peeps.Vis,anni,and nianci,i miss u guys.Vis,yr usual ranting of gackt, and yr new found love.anni, yr sensible talks,and bullying.nianci,yr company and pouring out of yr feelings.the rest,most of us have found jobs.i seriously miss u guys.
esp banana,after tat arguement,suddenly my once so close fren,drifted away.i could nv share my joy and tears with u..banana i m sorry..
after tat incident,i cherished my frens even more,knowing that,things happen in a split sec.a step wrong,and u may nv get things in place agn..
my frens,i love u guys...love u loads~
sorry for being a little too emotional,blame it on the song i m listening..(no idea wats the title of the song)..
God,my frens,my family,my cats,everyone of u...i love u !!!..
P.S:glad to know he is gettin along fine,i've let go.a brand new start has started,i'll cherish it,i'll hold on to it tight.
hoping to be frens with u once again..