mademoiselle

Victoria
Veekee
lim_vicky@msn.com
Thursday, April 28, 2005 ♥
everything's been going on fine..
working til the end of this week..
and i'm able to go shopping!~WeEe~
saw lotsa nice lookin clothes..
gonna stock up on clothings for poly~
perhaps bags,shoes,school stuffs..
i gt my pay for that vichy job..
worked two days,and gt $138..
but might have to use it to pay for my phone bill..
phone bill is like..200 plus?..
my gdness..sadded..
but thank God..cus the pay came in time..use it to pay for it..=)))
i guess about my lap top,i'll be buying after sch starts..
i'll c whether is it really necessary or not..
thank God for strength upon me this few days..
cus,been workin everyday..
perhaps i aint used to waking up early..
very tired at times..
but He really strengthened me..
helping me to pick mysel up from bed everyday..
blessing me with seats in the train..
=)))...*giggles*
from this job,i realised lotsa stuffs..
s'poreans get very easily influenced by others..
1stly is if their frens doesnt wan it,they dun wan it too(even if deep down actually they do want it)
another is they jus love to assume whoever approaches them are asking for their cash..
so whenever i approach them..i've gt to make it clear:'i aint selling u anything.'
i guess tat's y we are called singaporeans..
but there are advantages to it too.
u get to avoid some sales person..
and sometimes yr frens make a better choice than u do..
a lil contradicting..but al in all.
this sums up to something;
its a choice u make yrsel..
its yr life,so it al depends on wat u wan to do..
perhaps tat's y i desire freedom alot..
don't want to have too much control over me til i miss my own choice..
in the end there's no turning back..
and i may have missed what God wants me to do..
I sometimes find life is jus so fragile...
partly,cus any min u might lose it..
and also..cus u wont know what happens the next sec..
so u won't know what to do..its like u're blind then u dun have a walking stick..
any minute yr feet lands somewhere dangerous..
i thank God i have God,for He is like my walking stick..
though i may not know what comes the next min,i may be blind..
but at least i have a walking stick,He guides me..shows me where to go..
the dangers and stuffs..=)))..
chelsea against liverpool will be on later..
no idea whether going to watch or not..
working tml..but my boss hasnt told me wat time should i go..
perhaps i'll watch the 1st half?
*shrugs shoulders*
P.S:anyway those enrollin in poly..rem to apply for yr tertiary ez link.. from 15 apr-30 jun..yup~
working til the end of this week..
and i'm able to go shopping!~WeEe~
saw lotsa nice lookin clothes..
gonna stock up on clothings for poly~
perhaps bags,shoes,school stuffs..
i gt my pay for that vichy job..
worked two days,and gt $138..
but might have to use it to pay for my phone bill..
phone bill is like..200 plus?..
my gdness..sadded..
but thank God..cus the pay came in time..use it to pay for it..=)))
i guess about my lap top,i'll be buying after sch starts..
i'll c whether is it really necessary or not..
thank God for strength upon me this few days..
cus,been workin everyday..
perhaps i aint used to waking up early..
very tired at times..
but He really strengthened me..
helping me to pick mysel up from bed everyday..
blessing me with seats in the train..
=)))...*giggles*
from this job,i realised lotsa stuffs..
s'poreans get very easily influenced by others..
1stly is if their frens doesnt wan it,they dun wan it too(even if deep down actually they do want it)
another is they jus love to assume whoever approaches them are asking for their cash..
so whenever i approach them..i've gt to make it clear:'i aint selling u anything.'
i guess tat's y we are called singaporeans..
but there are advantages to it too.
u get to avoid some sales person..
and sometimes yr frens make a better choice than u do..
a lil contradicting..but al in all.
this sums up to something;
its a choice u make yrsel..
its yr life,so it al depends on wat u wan to do..
perhaps tat's y i desire freedom alot..
don't want to have too much control over me til i miss my own choice..
in the end there's no turning back..
and i may have missed what God wants me to do..
I sometimes find life is jus so fragile...
partly,cus any min u might lose it..
and also..cus u wont know what happens the next sec..
so u won't know what to do..its like u're blind then u dun have a walking stick..
any minute yr feet lands somewhere dangerous..
i thank God i have God,for He is like my walking stick..
though i may not know what comes the next min,i may be blind..
but at least i have a walking stick,He guides me..shows me where to go..
the dangers and stuffs..=)))..
chelsea against liverpool will be on later..
no idea whether going to watch or not..
working tml..but my boss hasnt told me wat time should i go..
perhaps i'll watch the 1st half?
*shrugs shoulders*
P.S:anyway those enrollin in poly..rem to apply for yr tertiary ez link.. from 15 apr-30 jun..yup~