mademoiselle
Victoria
Veekee
lim_vicky@msn.com
Friday, May 06, 2005 ♥
greatly impacted by God today.
attended cg at Adi's place..
during cg,was clearly having lotsa doubts in me.
but then even b4 cg ended,He answered all of them.
He even proved to me thru actions..
i feel so blessed..
but then,the devil loves to interrupt from here.
after cg,he gave me some stufs which affected me negatively;
1 fren whom i invited this sun,began to show signs that he may nt be coming.
but i recall from the previous cg,
its not the persuasive words i speak,
but its the presence of God that dwells in that person.
as i reached out to him,words that came out from him disappointed me.
but i feel God telling me what to say,
began to continue speaking thru His strength.
i can't change his thinking,only God can.
i dun wan to rely on myself,but i wan to depend on Him.
i thank God my fren wil stil be coming this sun,
i'm praying hard God changes his thinking.
*prays hard*
went to read jayne's blog.
and i saw a site which contain a story.
i was clearly addicted to the story.
i won't want to spoil the story here,
so u guys jus go to jayne's link and read it.
its a nice story.
*smiles*
a story where i learnt alot from it.
i esp love this part;
'i'm jus like the sun and u're the flower.
i'll provide sunlight for u to blossom.
Sometimes clouds will prevent me from reaching you,
but you'll know i'm forever trying to reach you.
Just wait for the clouds to clear off if u cant receive the sunlight.'
its 4.32am.
*pondering deeply*
perhaps i shud go to bed.
nite.
P.S:Happy b'dae Hui Yan~
attended cg at Adi's place..
during cg,was clearly having lotsa doubts in me.
but then even b4 cg ended,He answered all of them.
He even proved to me thru actions..
i feel so blessed..
but then,the devil loves to interrupt from here.
after cg,he gave me some stufs which affected me negatively;
1 fren whom i invited this sun,began to show signs that he may nt be coming.
but i recall from the previous cg,
its not the persuasive words i speak,
but its the presence of God that dwells in that person.
as i reached out to him,words that came out from him disappointed me.
but i feel God telling me what to say,
began to continue speaking thru His strength.
i can't change his thinking,only God can.
i dun wan to rely on myself,but i wan to depend on Him.
i thank God my fren wil stil be coming this sun,
i'm praying hard God changes his thinking.
*prays hard*
went to read jayne's blog.
and i saw a site which contain a story.
i was clearly addicted to the story.
i won't want to spoil the story here,
so u guys jus go to jayne's link and read it.
its a nice story.
*smiles*
a story where i learnt alot from it.
i esp love this part;
'i'm jus like the sun and u're the flower.
i'll provide sunlight for u to blossom.
Sometimes clouds will prevent me from reaching you,
but you'll know i'm forever trying to reach you.
Just wait for the clouds to clear off if u cant receive the sunlight.'
its 4.32am.
*pondering deeply*
perhaps i shud go to bed.
nite.
P.S:Happy b'dae Hui Yan~