mademoiselle
Victoria
Veekee
lim_vicky@msn.com
Thursday, July 28, 2005 ♥
decided to blog once again as i've so many tots cooped up in me..
went to east coast for class outing..
great time of bonding and fun..
thank God for it..
saw peg,and tangmiao there too..
=D
as i was cycling along the sea.
against the wind.
tots and memories gushed in like water.
memories re-lived.
the scene of how he was the hero.
the scene of how he lower his pride to do everything for me.
but i knew it's all over.
i asked myself time and time.
y m i always the one putting in the most effort.
even right now.
i m investing in someone who doesnt seem to care.
i was right.
he din noe it was a sacrifice.
a sacrifice to make things less awkward.
but i nv regretted it.
cus the misunderstanding was cleared.
he din noe i was trying as hard to avoid.
i m jus waiting for the day he wud tk the 1st step once agn.
i may nt be ready.
but at least i wud c his effort.
cycling against the wind.
i cud feel God with me.
speaking to me.
helping me to think in His way.
i know even if no one tks the 1st step.
God wud always do it.
i m depending on God for strength.
i know i wil cross this barrier with Him in victory.
i was deep in tots.
in His tots.
He led me in my thinking.
there was a sense of abandonment in the world.
but God filled me with al that i needed.
love.peace.hope.joy.
come to think of it.
perhaps it wasnt coincidental that Peg appeared.
perhaps God made it that way so as to tell me.
frens will also be there for me.
=D
God work in such a surprising manner.
I Love Him~
went to east coast for class outing..
great time of bonding and fun..
thank God for it..
saw peg,and tangmiao there too..
=D
as i was cycling along the sea.
against the wind.
tots and memories gushed in like water.
memories re-lived.
the scene of how he was the hero.
the scene of how he lower his pride to do everything for me.
but i knew it's all over.
i asked myself time and time.
y m i always the one putting in the most effort.
even right now.
i m investing in someone who doesnt seem to care.
i was right.
he din noe it was a sacrifice.
a sacrifice to make things less awkward.
but i nv regretted it.
cus the misunderstanding was cleared.
he din noe i was trying as hard to avoid.
i m jus waiting for the day he wud tk the 1st step once agn.
i may nt be ready.
but at least i wud c his effort.
cycling against the wind.
i cud feel God with me.
speaking to me.
helping me to think in His way.
i know even if no one tks the 1st step.
God wud always do it.
i m depending on God for strength.
i know i wil cross this barrier with Him in victory.
i was deep in tots.
in His tots.
He led me in my thinking.
there was a sense of abandonment in the world.
but God filled me with al that i needed.
love.peace.hope.joy.
come to think of it.
perhaps it wasnt coincidental that Peg appeared.
perhaps God made it that way so as to tell me.
frens will also be there for me.
=D
God work in such a surprising manner.
I Love Him~