mademoiselle

Victoria
Veekee
lim_vicky@msn.com
Sunday, September 10, 2006 ♥
pick me up.
alrights.
i admit.
i so envy e frenship they hv.
times of sadness they will pull each other up.
encouragements and stuffs.
and up on their feet.
they continue e journey.
i once hv peg.
tts why i cherish her loads.
she was e 1st i poured watever i felt (on tt day i met her)WILLINGLY.
i bottled everything.
its so cooped up.
so overwhelming me.
and i know i m falling.
emotional and physical struggle.
i cud hear God's voice.
but e flesh is weak.
forgive me.
i jus dont feel e bond.
dont feel e warmth.
shrugs.
i refuse to feel this way.
been tuggin for mths & mths.
trying & trying.
i haven given up totally.
i just need a lil space.
____________________________

my oh so lovely wallet.
its a product of telepathy okays.
=)

i went nite cycling & nite soccering.
adventurous.
(=.

indeed.
through a game of soccer.
you cud see the true self of humans.
e natural side.
and i still hv no idea.
hw a 10 bucks went missing in front of our eyes.
perhaps i seriously need some space.
some time to find back.
wat kinda frenship i wanna pursue.
4 yrs.
and i gt nth.
pathetic.
i'm more comfortable typing stuffs out.
instead of telling anyone.
pathetic.
yet again.
i'll drown myself w more Hillsongs Music.
more bible verses.
more prayers.
i jus need a lil space.
i'm oh so hungry.
stomach's grumbling.
no more fried rice for me.
no more cold tea for me.
cus thr's work tml.
roar!
alrights.
2e2 poly ppls.
make yr 18 Sept free alright.
Bbq at West Coast.
=).
so sweet of Landan.
she took leave just for this.
aww.
i cherish my family.
i cherish peg.
i cherish my 10 baos.
i cherish my 2e2 mates.
i cherish the owner of butterfly-me.
i cherish my poly mates.


basically.
i cherish anyone who cherishes me.
this sentence has always been ringin in me.
where are you when i needed you.
e most pathetic thing is.
i dont even know who am i refering to.
saddist sentence.
forgive me ppl.
i'll be back.
alrights.
i admit.
i so envy e frenship they hv.
times of sadness they will pull each other up.
encouragements and stuffs.
and up on their feet.
they continue e journey.
i once hv peg.
tts why i cherish her loads.
she was e 1st i poured watever i felt (on tt day i met her)WILLINGLY.
i bottled everything.
its so cooped up.
so overwhelming me.
and i know i m falling.
emotional and physical struggle.
i cud hear God's voice.
but e flesh is weak.
forgive me.
i jus dont feel e bond.
dont feel e warmth.
shrugs.
i refuse to feel this way.
been tuggin for mths & mths.
trying & trying.
i haven given up totally.
i just need a lil space.
____________________________

my oh so lovely wallet.
its a product of telepathy okays.
=)

i went nite cycling & nite soccering.
adventurous.
(=.

indeed.
through a game of soccer.
you cud see the true self of humans.
e natural side.
and i still hv no idea.
hw a 10 bucks went missing in front of our eyes.
perhaps i seriously need some space.
some time to find back.
wat kinda frenship i wanna pursue.
4 yrs.
and i gt nth.
pathetic.
i'm more comfortable typing stuffs out.
instead of telling anyone.
pathetic.
yet again.
i'll drown myself w more Hillsongs Music.
more bible verses.
more prayers.
i jus need a lil space.
i'm oh so hungry.
stomach's grumbling.
no more fried rice for me.
no more cold tea for me.
cus thr's work tml.
roar!
alrights.
2e2 poly ppls.
make yr 18 Sept free alright.
Bbq at West Coast.
=).
so sweet of Landan.
she took leave just for this.
aww.
i cherish my family.
i cherish peg.
i cherish my 10 baos.
i cherish my 2e2 mates.
i cherish the owner of butterfly-me.
i cherish my poly mates.


basically.
i cherish anyone who cherishes me.
this sentence has always been ringin in me.
where are you when i needed you.
e most pathetic thing is.
i dont even know who am i refering to.
saddist sentence.
forgive me ppl.
i'll be back.