mademoiselle

Victoria
Veekee
lim_vicky@msn.com
Thursday, February 01, 2007 ♥
i need God more than ever.
its times like this,
God shows how He work things out for us.
the most maganimous one.
never giving up on us.
i thank God for a great earthly father.
he never fails to be the pillar of support for this family.
i saw the good and bad.
the bad.
it has become a phobia.
something which seems so scary for me.
all day long, flashes of it appeared.
it affected my tests.
a psychological barrier which i need to overcome.
everything that i used to love.
suddenly felt so scary.
i shudder at the thought of it.
how long will it take.
shrugs.
but one thing for sure,
God's always here.
having faith, i know i can lean upon Him.
He's like my rock, someone who brings me back to somewhere warm.
somewhere i could feel like home.
i could only talk to Him.
confide and cry my hearts out.
i am so afraid to see those faces.
to face everything.
make me strong.
make her strong.
i need God more than ever.
its times like this,
God shows how He work things out for us.
the most maganimous one.
never giving up on us.
i thank God for a great earthly father.
he never fails to be the pillar of support for this family.
i saw the good and bad.
the bad.
it has become a phobia.
something which seems so scary for me.
all day long, flashes of it appeared.
it affected my tests.
a psychological barrier which i need to overcome.
everything that i used to love.
suddenly felt so scary.
i shudder at the thought of it.
how long will it take.
shrugs.
but one thing for sure,
God's always here.
having faith, i know i can lean upon Him.
He's like my rock, someone who brings me back to somewhere warm.
somewhere i could feel like home.
i could only talk to Him.
confide and cry my hearts out.
i am so afraid to see those faces.
to face everything.
make me strong.
make her strong.