mademoiselle
Victoria
Veekee
lim_vicky@msn.com
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 ♥
everything started just so fine.
but 8.32am, someone have to spoil it.
darn.
i can't help but ponder my way through.
trying vigorously not to let 'yu tian' fall.
so i took the chance to get out of that SADDED place.
just started my day.
freaking 9.00am ONLY!
and I AM ALREADY IN THE LAB!
surfing, reading blogs, and all.
came across blogs,
and i found this:
" i don't need to prove anything to make you proud."
right now,
i need loads to make you proud.
TONS, HEAPS, LOADS, TRUCKLOADS.
just to show my worth.
pathetic.
i just hope i don't get weary of it all.
been trying so damn hard,
to make sure everything's accounted for.
was just waiting for the right time ( finished chewing.)
and he doubts.he assumes.
i dont need physical, materialistic stuff.
there's no way i would want all these.
if my deepest desires aint satisfied.
its all about,
conflicts to arise, but better understanding?
OR
breezed through it all, and pretended nth has happened.
i miss jy.
she's always been the one who goes through all these with me.
jy, pls come back sooon.
i seriously hope she's getting on fine.
getting used to the stuff there.
take gd care, my girl.
(=
HUGS.
i dread everyday,
for i will see the one who stands above me.
but what motivates me, is YOU.
what a contradicting life.
DARN.
everything started just so fine.
but 8.32am, someone have to spoil it.
darn.
i can't help but ponder my way through.
trying vigorously not to let 'yu tian' fall.
so i took the chance to get out of that SADDED place.
just started my day.
freaking 9.00am ONLY!
and I AM ALREADY IN THE LAB!
surfing, reading blogs, and all.
came across blogs,
and i found this:
" i don't need to prove anything to make you proud."
right now,
i need loads to make you proud.
TONS, HEAPS, LOADS, TRUCKLOADS.
just to show my worth.
pathetic.
i just hope i don't get weary of it all.
been trying so damn hard,
to make sure everything's accounted for.
was just waiting for the right time ( finished chewing.)
and he doubts.he assumes.
i dont need physical, materialistic stuff.
there's no way i would want all these.
if my deepest desires aint satisfied.
its all about,
conflicts to arise, but better understanding?
OR
breezed through it all, and pretended nth has happened.
i miss jy.
she's always been the one who goes through all these with me.
jy, pls come back sooon.
i seriously hope she's getting on fine.
getting used to the stuff there.
take gd care, my girl.
(=
HUGS.
i dread everyday,
for i will see the one who stands above me.
but what motivates me, is YOU.
what a contradicting life.
DARN.